| boredom. |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|09:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  artistic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sirenia's "at sixes and sevens" album | ] |
so i'm bored and stuck at home. no drugs around. no contacts. so i have to be creative or do something, and i don't feel particularly social. well, i was creative. i've spent a bit of time these last few days working on a picture for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cruelgirl820. new year's looks to be good though. pot/meth is on the agenda. i'm hesitant about mixing effexor, an ssri, with ecstasy. i might try doing half a tab or something. just gotta watch out for serotonin syndrome. reading erowid the other day, i discovered that some people suffer serotonin syndrome from mixing pot and effexor. i suppose i got lucky there. anyhow, it doesn't sound cool, but i wanna get high on nye. i wanna make out with some random raver chick.
( i wanna see the picture dammit! ) |
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| heheheh... |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|12:16 pm] |
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well, as i was browsing livejournal the other day, i came across this: "The ugly-dyke hating beautiful-lesbian community". nice pics, if nothing else. i was hesitant to add it to "friends", because as a straight male, i'm likely the last one they want associated with their clique, but a link works for future reference. |
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| CS/Drug Culture |
[Oct. 14th, 2004|09:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | delerium's semantic spaces album | ] |
came up with an idea to compare drugs in terms of computer science terms. so, without further ado, here goes:
(note: this is a quick hack of a journal. my associations are going to be imperfect, so if you have any better ideas, please tell me.
marijuana - the kazaa of drugs. brings a lot of good stuff with the side effect that it slows you down.
alcohol - the internet explorer of drugs. everyone uses it, it works well, but it is also rather primitive and can be damaging if misused.
caffeine - the microsoft word of drugs. generally rather useful and common. most people don't use it to its full capacity.
methamphetamine - the photoshop of drugs. extremely powerful and fun, but can be habit-forming.
lsd - the regedit of drugs. obscure, powerful, easy to mess up with. allows for the setting of lots of non-standard options
mushrooms - the control panel of drugs. lots of interesting visuals, some ability to self-edit, but less power. |
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| yay sleep |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|03:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content with life | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'goodnight lover' by fluke | ] |
so what did i miss in my stoned haze last night? it seemed to work out okay, despite the fact that i was rather inebriated. actually, i think it turned out great. being creative on pot is something that i don't do often, but it completely revitalized my creative thought processes. i was witty this morning when i hung out with the rezmates.
i have a new msn/e-mail address, specificially for this side of me. protorganica@msn.com. yay. i also have a new aim account, protorganica. it seems to be a sufficiently unique identifier to get usernames without numbers, which is cool by me. i don't know how i managed to pull of getting another @msn.com account. i haven't been able to do it lately.
i was just looking at my friends list, as i slowly populate it, and i realized that i need to find more interesting guys. here's the problem: guys tend not to see the social issues around them. or, if they do, they see it in such a primitive manner that there's nothing they can really extract from it.
i really need to get some homework done, but i can't really be arsed. i suppose i'm going to kick myself for that one later.
other than that, not a lot's been going on today. just a nice relaxed day. nothing's getting done, tensions are bubbling to the surface and evaporating. great day. thanks to whichever deity provided existence on this day, thanksgiving (yes, i'm a canuck).
oh, hm... if i've posted on one of your blogs and you're wondering where in the hell i came from, i came from here: http://ronin-neko.com/lj/ |
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| on my friendship? |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|02:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lamb - here | ] |
okay, well this account is going to start appearing a bit, so if i add you as a friend, i don't mean to creep you out or anything. consider it a compliment from an anonymous source. i apologize i won't be more forthcoming with this identity; that's part of its purpose; a kind of nuclear wasteland of the bits of me i want to express and record but not link my real self to.
anyhow, if i added you that means this: you are a worthwhile addition to the blogosphere. you are unique and interesting. don't infer that just because i didn't add you that you aren't, though. |
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| site instantiation |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|01:56 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  quixotic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lamb - bonfire | ] |
okay, so here it is. i had a stoner revelation; let's make an alternate, anonymous internet identity to contain the elements of me that don't make it outside of my other internet post site. that old one is too tightly bound to me. i need a loosely bound mirror of life.
so what do i christen it with? what proverbial bottle of white w(h? haha)ine can i fill with descriptors and cast across the bow of my existence?
ehh... randomness, i suppose. i came up with a brilliant (imho) idea: create a "cross-section of humanity" bulletin board and collect random bits of dross that capture your attention. i had been subconsciously creating it for quite some time. i found a mounting hitch from a truck or something, all rusted in a gutter, so i picked that up. i did the same for this binder insert that says "math(heart)" on it, where the (heart) is a little pink heart, slightly slanting right.
i suppose this means i'm going to traverse livejournal making random (insightful?) comments on people's most intimate moments. i don't know whether i'll end up embellishing yet. the veracity would be great to have. but this project is so artistic in nature right now anyhow that embellishment will only really aid the creative process that i hope this pulls my life into.
likewise, i don't know if it would be worthwhile to give it a personal touch by colouring it. personal touches are for non-anonymous pages. leaving the theme stark and default indicates its lack of connection with reality.
but i'd like it to be reality. i don't know if my normal stories will make this sites visitors figure i'm embellishing or not. i don't know that i can pass embellishment off as truth, and i don't know that truth won't be cast as embellishment.
i guess i'll let you all guess. i guess i will allow the anonymity to raise that everpresent issue.
hmm... browsed through the moods and found "quixotic". i figure that should be enough to describe my thought towards this endeavor. but it's an endeavor i think i will enjoy. |
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